life's track back

Oh God!!

Let me out to cry my feelings.

That climbs the walls of madness.

That rides away the waves of misery.

Is there a way to let me out?

Oh God!!

Life is a prison,

Show me a way to let me out!

No matter if I fall;

But it is better without one.

Oh god!

Watching freedom is painful;

Wishing for a window!

To see the fascinating earth,

Let it makes me to aim high.

Oh God!

Let my mind makes its choice,

Seeing the joy and feeling the love.

With rules to adhere

And enforce it too!

Oh God!

Let me find the way,

For my locked desires,

There’s no one to care for that,

Another price that my God will pay!

Oh God!

Let me hide the pain,

Lock it up all inside me.

Carry on with all courage,

This will be a key for my success!

Oh God!

Don’t let on what I’m not,

What I’m pretending to be!

By killing all these,

Let me be unique!

Oh God!

How do I grow?

Without destroying my life ride?

How my days are to be?

How to defuse my worries?

Oh God!

I left everything to you,

Make this year fruitful.

Look out for that one day,

When it all just explodes.

Oh God!

At least this year, which I pray!

In this New Year!